What a wonderfully well written post! I like the way you've moved from the general to the personal. Your description of the anxiety cyclone was excellent and familiar, though I've perhaps not experienced on the scale of the bar exam.

It sounds like you are tackling it well and are doing a great job of keeping organised, even if it still feels overwhelming at times. I'm glad you're taking a balanced approach to it and are still checking in with your cheer squad here. I'd also like to add my best wishes!

Do you know how long is left until the exam?